When my son was two months old, we were going to the hospital because my husband was going to die.
He was in the ICU with the same condition as me and we decided that if he was ever going to see the doctor he would have to go in with me.
At the hospital we were given an IV.
I had the blood pressure checked and I was put on the ventilator.
My husband died that day.
We were devastated.
I remember thinking, “What am I doing?”
It was the hardest thing I had ever done.
It was like I had never lost a child.
I was an emotionally shattered person.
My son was so young.
I could barely understand him, so I cried.
I don’t know what it was, but I was just so scared.
I didn’t know how to help him.
The only thing I could think to do was be there for him.
It took me months to find that comfort and understanding that God loved me and I loved him and I had to do whatever I had no choice but to do.
I think faith is like that.
When my children were three and four, they would always ask me, “Daddy, where are you?”
It’s kind of funny, because they were very protective of me.
When I would ask them, “Where are you?
Where are you going?”
I would be able to tell them they were going somewhere and they’d be like, “Mommy, daddy, are you OK?”
I remember that as a child growing up.
I wasn’t scared, I didn`t think about the situation.
I just thought of the love I had for them.
When you`re in a situation like that, you just have to take care of your child.
It takes time for you to heal.
You can`t do that without your faith.
If you just feel bad about it, you can`s not going to have faith in God.
If it`s a big loss, it will take a while to rebuild it.
It is the most important thing you do.
Faith gives you a chance to heal the wounds you`ve been through and to come back stronger.
I have faith that I can be strong and God will take care for me.
I`ve never been a fighter, but if God gave me the strength, I would have never let it get to that point.
I am so grateful for my faith and my faith will take me where I want to go.
I want my children to grow up strong and happy and strong and healthy.
If they have faith and the Bible gives them hope, then God gives them power and the power is going to bless them.
Faith is something that takes a lot of strength to be able do.
For me, faith is a strength.
Faith can heal all wounds.
You`re not going be able stop something like this.
You just have time to do something to help.
It has a tremendous power.
I never had a prayer, but the Lord told me to pray, and it didn`s really help.
I know the Lord is watching.
I believe that he will bless me and he will help me through this difficult time.